Written on today:
These past few months seem to have been a sleepless struggle.
At one point, I treated cryptocurrency as my last hope for a turnaround, as a career, but it turns out I'm just a gambler!
I entered the crypto market at nearly the best position at the end of 2019, and now, nearly 6 years later, I dare not look back, having missed countless opportunities, losing nearly the maximum principal I could bear, all stemming from my unwillingness to accept defeat.
Admitting that I'm inexperienced is a difficult thing, and accepting my losses and cutting my losses is also a hard thing. When countless similar losses still don't change my trading logic, I should realize that I can't survive in this game!
The greed and fear in human nature, the inflation when making money, the constant urge to prove my ideas, I really can't control.
The capital market is too against human nature; an ordinary person like me has admitted defeat, I simply can't compete with these traders.
Moreover, in a market where manipulation is arbitrary and unregulated harvesting occurs, does such a market deserve to continue existing? It's no different from a casino, yet it wears the guise of changing the world's order.
Looking back, the prices of b and e today are still ones I couldn't have imagined when I entered the circle, but the current emotions and narratives are worlds apart from 2019, I've never felt that the crypto world was going to end before.
Forget it, I wish everyone a bright future ahead.
From a gambler's farewell message
