Brothers, keep it up!

I am not sure if I will return to this circle. Indeed, I created an impossible situation, making some money from a small investment. Then I proposed to pay off my debts and my family's debts, leaving some for myself. I thought I had the skills, but unexpectedly, I lost over 10,000 in the past few days. Now I only have 5,000 left and dare not enter the market. I remember when I only had a few hundred and wanted to get in, I ended up giving it all back, and I started to doubt myself and fear the fluctuations. I'm no longer confident when opening positions, and I know I have a problem.
These days, I've been thinking about refining my strategy to open positions. I indeed had little money left after paying off my debts, so I thought about using 1,000 to recover the profits to pay off my debts. I also opened perpetual contracts and events, opening $ZEC and $TAKE . Both positions hit stop loss, and then I went back to the events. Indeed, I made a profit at first, but in the morning, I judged it would be one-sided, yet I still faced punishment. I had been watching for a long time and didn't expect the drop to be endless. Then it went to zero, and I have a few thousand left and do not plan to enter the market. I still have a job, and I have naive thoughts. Can I be a full-time trader? Reality slapped me in the face. Perhaps it was luck that allowed me to earn, and I indeed used it to pay off debts. When I wanted to change my life for myself, it didn't go as smoothly in this circle. Many people might be like me, having felt despair and faced constant failures. I wouldn't say I'm successful. When you want to achieve your dreams, this path has no end...